It sucks so much when your expectations are polar opposites of reality. When you hope something will actually work in your favor and you get slapped in the face with the reality that nothing ever does. I kind of thought for some stupid reason maybe you liked me. I hoped you did. I hoped I could get a second chance because you’re such a sweet guy but I don’t get one. Which is fine I guess. I probably looked way too much into us and that was wrong of me but it’s not fair to tell someone you care about them and then crush them. I don’t have the balls to say any of this to your face of course, so here I am on Tumblr, venting. You won’t read this but it’s nice to be able to say how I feel for once without being scared you don’t feel the same…which is clear now that you don’t.